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HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR PEOPLE ! :D
i've collected a total of $190 angbao money $_$ .
Kinda much for me maybe , hahahahaha ! well , hope can reach 300 bucks maybe.
if i could have added my winnings into it ! :D
went to relative house @ toapayoh today , and rushed to en's house .
my sister fetched me over :D & was her birthday duh ! :D
at en house had dinner again & made me felt like puking ! hahahaha .
not because her mom's cooking sucks , but because i already ate some back then!
her mom was good you know ! she return us part of the money that we lost .
then endup she herself lose quite alot but didnt grumble ! Good ?!? YEAH !
hahahahaha =p , but well i got home on 12am with my dad fetching me home :D
showered and audi :D and i realised i got damn much homework not yet done !!!
1. English compo
2. Mother Tongue compo
3. Maths textbook question [ left textbook in school]
4. Revise for history test -____- .
& im gonna say ! im damn fucking lazy to do all these stuffs right now !
im feeling so damned sleepy man :\ !!!
but well , i must at least finish the chinese compo, cause its being done halfway :D
& maybe revise for history test ?! because english i can easily fake it off .

yes and people please do take note :

im no longer with my boyfriend . therefore dont make a fuss out of it .
If you actually want to know what happen , it all start with me & was my fault .
i initiated the breakup because my feeling wasnt there anymore .
whatever thats left is just feeling of guiltyness . so stop asking me to re-decide or what.
i've made my choice & i know my mind is easily swayed , therefore stop persuading me.
It'll only cloud my mind & my thinking hence unable to make the right decision .
I know you people are worried about me , thanks but thats not necessary .
He deserved better girls for what i've done , towards the whole relationship .
Its not that the relationship cant be salvaged , its just that once the feeling is gone .
nothing can be done to get it back & i think maybe its time to move on for both of us .

Even when i thought of the things we've done together .
i'll still tear at the thought of it .