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Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Lol , everything goes really too fast for me . I cant control neither can i handle . Cant things slow down till a slower pace ? Let me at least get to breathe. Everything just came and went , where's the time for me to react ? Yes , right . I'm indeed very weird , very unsure , very unstable . I dont know whats right and whats wrong . Its me who pushed you away first . Within days , and everything just became so unreal . You say im weird , but i would rather say maybe you're the one , who is weird. The days with you , im always feeling insecured & unsafe . You say you needed time , but did the time actually made any changes to you ? i doubt so , i dont see any changes too . =) You said i put friends in a higher position then yours , you felt unimportant. Alright can , so when did you place me in a higher position then your friends? I dont know , or maybe i dont feel it if you really placed me on top . Or maybe , i'm hoping for a boyfriend who can get along with my friends. Nevermind , because i'm the first who started it . So you'll be the one who ended it . Its fair i guess , so k forget it . ''=)'' is what you taught me . maybe i shall stop using it too . ^^ . Hahaha , being able to read my blog doesnt mean anything i write concerns you k. Just fucking go away and dont keep coming back before i decide to private my blog. dammit , i already told you my feelings fade is not because of any of what you thought. its my own problem , not yours . stop lying to yourself & pretend that i still love you. Which is so damn not true alright . Just go as far as you can from me . I'm no longer the huiler then you once loved nor know . Bye. |