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Monday, February 2, 2009

Stopped at 5:09 PM


Sigh , uncaring , uncaring and uncaring . i really dont understand .
i just dont get it how you can change in just a few minutes .
on and off is not for me , being not sweet is even worse off .
seriously i need to reconsider again , maybe we really dont suit . =)

moreover , what you guys said about being understanding .
to me , its just something comforting at first .
but i later realised , actually its all just an act . =)
i cant feel the real understanding & the friendship of the past .
you guys insisted on giving me support but ended up being further away from me.
im feeling so left out , and no longer treated the same .
is it really another mistake that i've made ? =(

i really dont understand , right now .
i only know that , ahsoh treats me best as a friend .
he actually care more & always make me laugh.
its been very long , since i've laughed till my stomach cramp .
until when i talked to him , i always laugh until my tummy ache :\
SIGH :\

=) i dontknow you can actually find my blog or whatever .
i dont give any damn to you actually , you can slowly read this small part.
thats meant for you :D happy reading .
I dont really give a damn whether you will change or whatsoever .
i dont even bother to read your sms even when you keep messaging .
everything is too late by this stage , i no longer have any feelings for you.
cant you really feel that ? i dontknow what i must do or say to make you understand.
i just dont love you anymore and the feeling does not exist already .
me and you , is just a past and no longer a reality .
Perhaps in your dream, we might still be together , but realife , no.
to tell you frankly , i didnt shed any tear after reading your long sms .
but i felt very irritated and disgusted , why must you keep irritate me ?
does it help in us getting back together ? no ? so stop trying to change my mind.
im no longer the old me , im now hardhearted towards you .
i dont care what other things , i just wont accept you again , take it in & bye .
this is in small font , because you are insignificant to me already . =)
so stop being a irritatant will do a good job ! :D

Sigh , lost confidence in love already .
byebye .

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